I've been on a ride
And caught up in the landslide
But I'm gonna spread my wings and fly...
- Nikka Costa
Couldn't find an official video. BSG almost as good. Dare you to click play and not dance...
Wow. What a difference a couple of days make. He's now saying things like he doesn't want to lose me and we're talking seriously about a visit. He has even suggested that they are looking for another roommate and I could come as a friend. I think I'm completely losing my mind because I'm considering it.
I've been dreaming of living in Hawaii since high school. Right now, I still have enough money to come home if I can't find a good job. If I continue the way I am, I'll be completely broke by the time my daughter graduates - maybe before. Perhaps I should go for a couple of months while still holding onto my apartment here? If things work out with him, wonderful. If I end up with a great job in Hawaii - hooray. If neither happens, I come home.
If my daughter wasn't still in school, I'd already be booking my flight. She's 18 in a couple of months. She could stay here with some financial assistance and someone to check on her. She's still my first priority. I have to give this some serious thought.