Clock is ticking while I'm stealing time
Can't you turn it back?
Stop the cycle set it free and run away
- Lacuna Coil
The last time we talked, Wyoming told me how excited he was about my visit and had changed his tune from my coming just as a friend to hoping that we got along so well that I'd be rooming with him in his actual bedroom - that maybe we'd be in a relationship. Apparently, they didn't get the house they wanted and the one they did get isn't as big. It was less scary when we were just going to be friends and I'd have my own room.
The very next day, I tried to call and got a recording that the number has been changed, disconnected, or is no longer in service. I was trying to let him know when I'd be there. I'm tempted to email the dates I'll be in Hawaii and that I hope to see him, but if he doesn't give me the new number I will not be attempting any more contact with him ever. I'm already trying way too hard.
I'm debating whether to go ahead with my plans or delay them for a couple of months. If I choose to go, I'm not going to visit the beach near his house hoping to bump into him, or the club(s) where he works. If he happens to call, I might decide to let him know I'm there. Otherwise, he hopefully won't have a clue.
I should be able to keep busy enough to not think about him too much, right? And it's not like he's the only good-looking guy in Hawaii...