Sunday, October 3, 2010
One of Those
Image from Flickr.
(724): About to fuck some random fraternity guy I met at a party. I guess this would be the right time to say I don't want to be with you anymore. http://tfl.nu/twc0
http://www.textsfromlastnight.com/ : At least I didn't send that.
I've become one of those insane women that make men cringe. I've completely lost my mind. I don't know how many texts I sent that last day - and kept sending even though he wasn't responding. I kept changing my mind, apologizing then saying, "No! I meant it!" ten minutes later.
I should have unleashed my madness here. I should type late night texts and emails here and hit publish instead of hitting send on my cell. The diary of a crazy woman might even be more interesting to read than, "Everything's great. I have a perfect life."
He did finally reply that he's no longer interested. Can I at least console myself in the fact that he probably had already decided whether or not he was going to pursue a relationship with me and it really didn't make much difference what I did at that point? I get the impression I just gave him a convenient way to blame it all on me, it wasn't going to happen anyway.