Sunday, October 3, 2010

One of Those

brian finke frat boys
Image from Flickr.

(724): About to fuck some random fraternity guy I met at a party. I guess this would be the right time to say I don't want to be with you anymore. http://tfl.nu/twc0
http://www.textsfromlastnight.com/ :  At least I didn't send that.


I've become one of those insane women that make men cringe.  I've completely lost my mind.  I don't know how many texts I sent that last day - and kept sending even though he wasn't responding.  I kept changing my mind, apologizing then saying, "No!  I meant it!" ten minutes later. 

I should have unleashed my madness here.  I should type late night texts and emails here and hit publish instead of hitting send on my cell.  The diary of a crazy woman might even be more interesting to read than, "Everything's great.  I have a perfect life."

He did finally reply that he's no longer interested.  Can I at least console myself in the fact that he probably had already decided whether or not he was going to pursue a relationship with me and it really didn't make much difference what I did at that point?  I get the impression I just gave him a convenient way to blame it all on me, it wasn't going to happen anyway.

11 comments:

ρομπερτ said...

Makes one to appologize of being male.

Brian Miller said...

you know you are better off in the end...

Vince said...

which one were ya txting, I'm confusted.

And I've never really figured out the US fetish with yellow beer. You certainly wouldn't put any real ale in a plastic pipe and drop in in one slug. It would be a crime.
Oh, yellow beer = yellow snow.

Tempo said...

sadly, Ive met a few crazies over the years...you are not one of them Jen. Who wouldnt be a little messed up after all this, take the rest of the night off and wake up refreshed.

Heather said...

The whole situation would have had me going a little crazy too! Well..now at least you know and can move on.

Kathleen Scott said...

That was then and this is now. And good riddance.

What you were really in love with was the idea of a relationship with someone interesting. So glad you found out about him before you spent any more time and energy on him. You deserve someone who can care about you in the same way you care about him.

AmyLK said...

At least now you know. You're so much better off.

blueviolet said...

And now you can move on with a fresh start. Good riddance, right?!

A Lady's Life said...

You know????? Never beg.
They are not worth it.
SOOOOOO many fish in the sea.

Miss Nikki said...

Haha! I totally caught that very same mesage on tfln.com hilarious, I love that site even if it makes me wonder about today's college students... Happy birthday btw, 42 isn't that bad (yet) and how could you not know? I always start reminding my husband weeks ahead that it's coming up...

Oh and you are right, there ARE plenty of gorgeous women in comedy...

mac said...

Are you sure you don't have a camera hiding in my bedroom?
Two weeks ago, I did this very thing.

You're right. I was finished in her eyes anyway. I just gave her a good reason.

Hey, they should thank us in that we make it easier for them to dump us ;-)

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