Valentine

And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

      - Whitney Houston





Valentine's Day...I have no Valentine.  I haven't even accepted a date since I returned from Hawaii.  I've been asked, but I wasn't able to get excited about starting something new.  Dating for the sake of dating doesn't seem fun right now, either.  I'm just not in the right frame of mind.

Maybe I'll do something special for myself...

Sunshine for Sanity

All he knows
If he can't relieve it, it grows...

      - The Used




24 degrees outside...again...solar-powered...need sun...need warmth...

It's supposed to warm up this weekend.  Hooray!

Just out of curiosity...do you open all the blinds and let the sun in, or do you try to make everything as dark as possible?  I need sunlight.  I'll go absolutely insane without it.  I open everything and keep it open.  Two of my worst mistakes wanted it dark.  Maybe I should make that a first date question...  

Better Off Without You

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house

   - Daughtry




Every once in a while, I can't resist the temptation of checking out Wyoming's status updates on My Space.
His latest posts were "it's not over" and "I'm waiting for the right moment", both with angry emoticons.  Whoa...

I still miss the person I thought he was, but am realizing more and more with each passing day that he is not the kind of man I would want to be with.  I'm starting to believe maybe I dodged a bullet.